there's nobody... nobody at all..

on friday.. i saw gabriel.. but i doubt he will ever know me is me.. and i doubt he will ever smile and say, "oh.. so u are huien.." and give me a big sunshine smile..

life isnt wat it always seems it was to be right? amber's birthday was great.. and.. i really dunno what i really want..

sometimes.. i really regret my actions..

huiEn.. ask yourself.. are u happy? or u lucky? or shd i juz directly ask myself.. am i "xing fu"?

you are regrettin ur life.. and everyday is juz a pain..

my exam was.. i felt horrible.. but i din dare tell anybody.. i'm scared i will flunk.. and now.. i'm not even studying my finance or principles.. and i have spent so much time on a common sense exam.. -siGh-

wat shd i do? there's is nobody to tell me how..